Wishing for her first hostel Night

The first morning I woke up alone away from my home sweet bed is the frst day I trust on myself for building my future which is the frst step that I took to b what I m in tomorrow. I woke up then I find things are diff as even to adapt with new washroom n food items n lifestyle. Then Realised that time had flw so fast, now I am on my own track to shape my days to come, as I m lil bit scared of it but its becoz mum n dad had overcome the same b4 I ws born so m I.
I meditated thinking about should I follow my past that gve me no change or make new plan to run fr life of colourful fruit?
As a small degrees diff at the source of light ray can make huge diff in the end, Let me adapt just for today if I can be someone tomorow. Things have changed, and I can't b the same coz time flows like water and the water can take me anywhere if I don't try swing my arms. I knw many obstacle will be there on my track to stop me as I m new, but I am not alone even tho I may be new coz I always have some1 besides who watch me 24/7 for God is always ready to give me his hand when I cry out for help coz he love me and I m not going to forsake him. I will fall into deep pit with many thorns that pierced me and I might be lifted so hight by the wave with nathing to hold, but still I will keep on holding my faith for I knw this Earth is not my permanent home. So then only my frst small plan at my first bright morning on my new lilltle cute bed will lead me to first success of my life. It can take long and it can take short, I might/might not still hve Mum/Dad to joy with, but the fruit is not only fr me.
We all are the cost of this Success and I will not remember to forget every1 who help me even my enemy.
This world is not for my treasury home.
God bless me.

My Angel Mummy

"My Angel Mother"

Every human on this earth has someone to call  mother.  Mother is not just the one who gave you birth but who is everything for you. From the very beginning of your life as a  liquid state in her womb till today she is willing to die for you.She will always keep something aside for you because her love  for you is nothing bigger on this earth. She always care for her womb while eating, walking, and sleeping. She would just ignore something of good but bad for the lil baby inside her. She is even willing to sacrifice her life hoping that she will give birth to a new life who can give her peace of mind and wipe off her tear at the day of sorrow but not a tears setter. She never lose her hope that someday she will have someone to rely on at the day of her old.

Mom you are my Earthly God who cared for me so much. Despite of your heavy day works you always wakeup in the middle of the night for I cry of thirst. You never want me to stay dry throat. Without full sleep you wakeup early dawn and work whole day under scorching sunlight struggling so hard to feed the family and earning for all the fees to pay at school, society. You traveled miles and miles for the sake of my needs....
I knw you would be jealous of seeing people with luxury life. But Remembering all those give me strength and boost me from my downlife. For someday I could drive you home, take you home and make you happy.

I still remember the very frst scripture that you taught me under dimming Lantern and holding Bible with pale face looking exhausted. You knw I always find hard to memories it at that time but now this is

"Ephesians 6:1- Children,  obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right"

Despite of everything that who you are to me, sometime I set you tears out of my stupidity. But those are mistake and I apologize for all those. But now with all of the ups and downs of my life I never have time to forget you coz you always love me more than i do. You are my only visible god on earth.

With all of my happiness and sorrow I always call out your name. Everytime of my prayer I asked God to give you longer life so that l will have time to feed you like you do while I was babyboy.

I can't wait to hug you with all of my arms. And say Happy Mother's Day.

Hobby

Hobby..
how many of you have a hobby? I mean everyone has.. U see we have so many that we don't know what to say. But there one very special talent, a special hobby wich God gave us we say how will my hobby help me in what i do but God's way is special.. GOD SAYS “WAIT PATIENTLY AND YOU WILL RECEIVE WHAT YOU NEED. JESUS HEARS OUR PRAYERS. ALL WE NEED TO DO IS BE PATIENT. YES PATUENCE..

Kids Again

Childhood life..
We all miss our childhood life. When we think back sometimes we cry, sometimes we laugh, sometimes we daydream of going back to childhood time.. Huuuuh...! We start thinking of our parents and we miss them... Did you ever thought if you had a time travel WHAT will you do? I think I would just destroy before any wrong thing happens.. And enjoy my life properly.. An remember it till I die..... BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE, WHAT YOU ARE, WHAT YOU LIVE WITH...HAPPY LIFE HAPPY ENDING..
Esther.

She Deserved happiness.

She struggle her life personally, individually, she seek support from her relatives. Instead she received hatred and emptiness in return. She expected help from the family but non. She wanted to go to school but got no chances as her ancestral are so customed. For there is sex discrimination and school for female is strictly ignored.
But still then she accepted any things with heavy heart that was imposed on her by elders. Whatever she do she do with full determination. She want to enjoyed like her friends but unable to. She worked everyday with no off. Nobody knows how much hight she will be if she was allowed to go school. 

So the only hope she have at this time is future happy family. So she passed all her youthful life with unsatisfied, but with full burdens and heavy thoughts. So she married a young fine strong handsome man from far away(1985). They loved each other. They have full understanding and full supporter to one another. They work togather, walk togather in the field like solitary reaper. But they never feel lonely. They were very happy in two. Now she came to realized about her illiterate. So she ask Pasei and his Brother if they could go to school even though its late. Pasei and Pangam are the only two brother of her husband. They were willing go for they respect their brothers, but unaccepted by their mother for she is not aware of education. But she knew that someday this two Brother will make her happy after they are done with studies. She got no support from grandma instead she got hatred. This couple struggle so hard to support. During free season of cultivation they don't want to stay free. Because nothing in the house to survive. When the cultivation gap is there she would cut sugarcane from hillside and make money in town. She didn't stop even she was pregnant. But grandma wouldn't show any smile on her. 

So Pasei the younger was good in everything he do but Pangam not very much able. Pasei giv her energy through nice progress. 

Environment Day.

As today is environment day let's all realize that some year later at this day we may feel its to late.
So brother and sister its our individuals responsibility take measures to initiation how to get rid of it. Love your environment. Coz when you love something you learn to protect.
The tree that you cut down there can lead trouble in somewhere. When you destroy the forest you diminish the life span of the green planet i.e, Earth. Be careful about the non - degradable waste like plastic, as they are like poison to the environment.
As the years pass by the temperature also roses. Because your pollution create a hole in Ozone layer that allowed the dangerous sunray to pass thro. Mean you are suicider, as you are inviting handful ray to hit on you. If it affects only you that would be acceptable but more than you it affect your surrounding.
So, now try saving yourself and be happy to see green surrounding.
Thank you.

Naa tong kit tange

Naa...naatohi ahah ngei e...Sum mu nading a naa kitong jouse anop khat a khat jong kahepoi...dam ingting dam maw jong leng kuonlo thei la kahi ji poi...Khal vom pu bang lungsiet na bei lamkaipu kase jah sang in kakipat doh in kakuon ji tai...Kuon hih leng la kango'l ding...kachanga ngo'l ding beh hileng lung ol dom nange...hinla ka u kanao,kachun le jo...kachung a kingam atam...kangap poi la kati ngam puo'n...lhen ding dang neilo...ka insung mi ding gl nan...kaman chah kadom in toh na mun lam juon din kakipat doh tai....

Natoh kichai in...nilhah ahung hitan,siaal aham in ngenchal akhuong...cho'l le gim tah in inn lam kahin juon e...
    Kangai lut kachun nu ngaijin kaja ann ding tui tah chu...ei luii pih in ...aphat thei jouse toh ja ann chu kane tai...ka oi ava in... katha akiduo in...jan kichol din ka jal kajuon e...

Samang kajal thei poi...kamit kasintieng...lunggel hahsa tamtah in eibom ji...jankhang kim in...phaimit singmon lung kagel ji tai...Taikho hung vah le...kanop kada kibang a katoh na mun kajuot ding kagel jin...kathei chan kasuo ji vangin kalamkai pu lung lhei na a naa katoh jou ji lo kaki het jing e...itih tah le katoh na a kuon eihai sah in toh ding helou in ka um dem ti kichat na leh kikhutuo nan kahin khuo kamang jinge...
     
Hinlah kakinep na adai poi...Kachun le jo lungsiet naleh phat thei nan ei umpi jing e ti kahei...hiti ho kagel tieng phat khat keijong chung pathen in kachan dinga lom chu eihin penan te ti kinem pum in kajiing thou vin ka toh mun juon in KACHIE TAI..............